Oct. 17th, 2009
I'm now starting to learn more on how to live in the chastity more comfortably. Going to the bathroom is better, clean up in the shower is better, sitting without showing I'm wearing a chastity is better, I'm learning what type of clothes are most comfortable and how to wear them, I've discovered how to carry my lube conveniently and I'm learning the best ways to tame my erections that appear throughout the night (lol, tricky one there). Over all I'm happy to say wearing the chastity has become much more comfortable.
With that said... I've been without masturbation or orgasm for 9 days now and I'm sure any woman out there would laugh at that with a sarcastic statement of ah, poor baby, but for a man such as myself that is use to masturbate a minimum of 10 times a weeks well... this is crazy hard. This is the longest I have EVER in my adult life have gone without orgasm. The play is fun and exciting, the chastity has become more comfortable, I have become more productive at home and in work, I'm more loving towards my wife and family and it's hard to find a good reason why I would even want to cum or orgasm other than it's human nature. It's simply mind boggling.
I will soon try a prostate milking. This is where I would insert a toy into my butt (they make special toys designed for this very purpose) and genitally rub my prostate gland. Medically it is suppose to be very healthy for a man to do and decreases chances of rectal cancer. But it also does a couple other things. For a man like me I enjoy anal penetration and it excites me. That my sound like a stupid thing to do seeing I can't orgasm but what it does is it allows me to cum in a different way. The process is called milking. Gently rubbing the prostate gland for a short bit will make me cum in different way. It's essentially pre-cum and it cleans out my testicles in a good way. I'm told it will feel like I have to pee or something similar but in actuality a thin single strand of clear cum comes out instead. I have watched videos on this and I'm excited at the thought of trying it for the pleasure as well as the health reasons involved. I will certainly post more on this once I have experienced it first hand.
For now I think I will do some work on the computer and the go and enjoy the rest of my day in other productive ways. ARRRRRRRGGGGG I still want to orgasm soooo friggen bad.
