Oct. 19th, 2009
Last night I gave my wife DD a massage. During it I had several mini orgasms. I could feel the pre-cum going through my urethra. It felt incredible. She ask what causes this. I mean she's right. It seems strange that someone could get such an intense feeling from giving another person a foot rub. For me serving the woman I love is simply put, A Dream Come True and as I was rubbing her feet last night I saw her close her eyes and could see for her this was appeasing her greatly. It was obvious what I was doing was making her feel great. That was enough to send me over the edge. To appease my DD gives me an indescribable rush. I was overwhelmed with emotion after my mini orgasms and we started to talk briefly. I ask her what it was that made her decide that she was going to play such a role with me in life and she started talking about the day I let go and cried, sharing about how important she was to me and why all this was important to me. She didn't get very far before I stopped her and asked that we didn't talk about this anymore. After my mini orgasms I felt emotional and knew if she kept with this topic I would loss it again. She said it's healthy to show emotion and of course I know she is right. After getting my guy face on I ask her to continue and she did. No tears where shed but it sure put a lump in my throat.
After I massage her for at least an hour (foot, legs, thighs, head & neck) she came up with a wonderful idea. She said "I will put on some shiny panties (which always drive me bonkers to begin with) and I'll have you massage me head to toe and as long as the massage is not at all sexual I will unlock your chastity for a couple hours." I was ecstatic at the though. I only wish she was talking about right then and there but she wasn't. She did say in the very near future though. The only thing that made me think was she said and I quote "I will let you out for a couple of hours" she actually didn't say anything about an orgasm. I'm pretty sure she wouldn't drive me that crazy and put me back in the chastity without an orgasm but it did cross my mind. The twisted side of me so wants her to tease the crap out of me and or have me please her with her own orgasms and then simply put me back in the chastity without me being allowed to cum. But then of course I think I must be frigging crazy and chances are she's not going to want to do that. She's hardcore into teasing but I don't think she's that hardcore. She's to much sympathy.
Waking up this morning I served my wife coffee in bed with my crazy sissy pink bulky outfit on (which is the picture above). That was fun and almost right away she started teasing me on my ridiculous outfit. It is bright as all get out. Steer into it to long and you'll go blind, lol. Here it is a few hours later and I sit her typing still in the outfit while she is on a conference call in the other room. I don't know what all is planed for the rest of the day, but I sure would kill for ANY kind of play right now.
Frustrated, confused, emotional these are all good words for the day.
